So today I feel alone. True I could go sign up for match.com and find a compatible person out there who I could spend time with.. but honestly I was placed together with my life mate 13 years ago and I don't know how to undo that? I guess I will just move forward and try to figure it out along the way, but for now I miss my family, I miss the woman I promised to stand next to no matter what. I feel like that vow has not expired even though biblically and legally it has because of her choices. I still want to and feel like I should be with my wife and my family. Not living mostly alone in this house.
Who knows? Life goes on...
I wish it didn't have to.... I wish it could be different, I wish I could go back in time and undo the junk and accomplish the things that seem so important to my ex so we could still be together...
If only........
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