Sidebar from the divorce journey:
So one of the things that I basically gave up trying to appease and win approval from my ex was I distanced myself from my friends. During the days leading up to the divorce I spent quite a bit of time rekindling some old relationships. It has been great. To be around people who love me and have known me for eons. Two weeks ago I found out my best friend and one of these newly rekindled close relationships informed me that he was moving to Florida.
On top of everything else going down this feels a little overwhelming. I am happy for their family unit and this new adventure, but I am sad. Honestly I am heartbroken. The pieces of my heart that exist have been ground into smaller pieces.
This sounds and feels like whining. And I guess that is what it is....but still. At least this time I'm not being rejected, just left.
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