This is the time of year for family...traditions, meals, gifts, snuggling under blankets watching movies, playing with new toys, etc. And tonight even though my daughters are in the next room sleeping peacefully I feel lonely. I am sitting on my couch with my small but nice Christmas tree setting off a serine glow.....alone. I miss my family, I miss my wife, I miss my marriage.
I don't want to go through this season alone...again. I did that on my birthday for the most part it was depressing. I don't want to date...I want to reconcile my family.
This is all so messy and so often sad.....
It's not all bad, it's just at times its sad.
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